Sunday, December 23, 2012

Home again....

It feels nice to be home again. Maybe living far away from home just isn't for me? I am just feeling grateful to have a supportive and caring family. Nothing is perfect and nothing ever will be perfect, and that is okay with me. I finally get it I think. Finally figuring out that I am grateful for everything that's right in front of me, and I shouldn't need to look any further. It's nice to have that feeling... It is what it is, and that's just fine. I think I've come a long way since one year ago emotionally-speaking, when I was constantly angry, upset and stressed out the entire visit. I feel very content now.

Anyway. I've been back and fully raw for the last few days now. No more hummus, no more chips. (for now, heh). I'm enjoying berry-banana "soup" with banana chunks. Or just plain berry-banana smoothie haha. And then I'll enjoy a nice hot bath, after having run 4 miles earlier.
I definitely don't crave sweets or cooked food at this moment in time. I had a really amazing zucchini pasta with marinara sauce that my uncle made last night, and it was just fantastic. Tonight I think I will make a large salad with more zucchini pasta perhaps. We shall see. Usually this time of year I'm craving all kinds of comfort foods. Right now all I'm really craving is more zucchini pasta.. but that could change. But for today, I'm feeling good.
I'm looking forward to hopefully getting together with Kate tomorrow, and wishing anyone out there who may be reading this some peace and love.

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